Weigh in day again

Well it was weigh in day again...

I used to be so excited for Monday to roll around again.

I trekked over to Tesco as they have this new fangled weigh in machine (seems wrong to call it a scale!) and analyzed myself.

I weigh 16 stone 6 pounds (230). My own scales say that, and its not changed for weeks.

However, I am 42% fat. That's like half of me!! Apparently about 7 stone of my body is simply fat. *shudders*

Anyway, as I am sure you can imagine, I am NOT happy that the scales haven't moved.

I am about to have my dinner, late again, as I have been in bed since about 6pm. I have also been having the most horrible dreams. They are nasty. They are either leaving DH and getting it together with someone else and realising it was a mistake, or similar kind of thing the other way around. Another of these strange dreams is when I dream about friends having the same thing happen to them, but weirdly they are always leaving their spouse to run off with someone of the same sex. Honestly... I don't know what its all about, but its really annoying me!!!!!

I don't think dreams are portentous at all. They never have been in my life anyway, but what they do do is aggravate me! I have no idea why I am dreaming so vividly or wildly and to be honest, I just want to sleep and wake up happy!! I normally do, but since getting back from Sri Lanka its just been weird city! Probably my body trying to balance itself out again or something, I will try ear plugs again and see if I get a deeper sleep so I don't remember these crazy dreams.

Looking forward to my fill on the 30th June! I really hope it starts my weight shifting. I wonder if its like a plateau during dieting... your body wising up to the fact that its being cheated into slimness and now holding on for dear life... Mmmm